walk out again......but only for the short period......

dia ajak aku kuar......
kami kuar makan......
tak berborak sangat.....
banyak mendiamkan diri...
tapi......
sepanjang malam itu kurasakan,
banyak yang tak kena.....
banyak berubah.......

changed?????

the may secret................

I still recall.....
that time she suffered....
like ghost to life's parade.....
when the moon falled down.....
she sat on bridge....
to showed the crowd.....
when she was scared....

that i would wish.....
she up'd the chrysalis.....
to break her heart amiss.....
when the scream out of it's......
to break the freach......
and i have true blinding.....
to that shadow.....
when that recall.....
being flow.......

when angel host the side.....
the dark sit to list...
consigned the letter to her....
where angel sigh....lonely she sit....
the time was it......
that God called it............
walk through the feet.........

lost until her bite.........

i will try.......

aku jumpa......
sesuatu yang aku tak penah jumpa....
iya....
sesuatu yang menakjubkan.....
pertama kali.....
cantik sungguh......
apakah dia???
biarlah menjadi rahsia aku hingga mati.........

secret of the darkness....

nothing to say......


err.......
this weekend really miss my ................
i need a talkactive person....
and it's u.....
and hope we will meet again......
hope so.....

extremely sorry what's happen before.....

p/s:pick me please.....


i'm in case.......

AGAIN????


if I and U were born again,
in the next birth,
what relationship,
do U like to have,
between us....
MUST REPLY.......

aku penah teringat dulu......aku penah dapat 3 kali message nih selama 3 taun aku kenal.....dan nih taun ke4 plak aku kena lagi skali.....
aku dah serik......cukup dengan masalah yang aku hadapi sebelum nih.....masalah dengan seorang teman baik.....pemergian teman baik......pergaduhan ngan papa aku......gosip yang tak tentu pasal........

p/s:kesal terhadap aper yang berlaku.....and one more thing.....AKU DAH SERIK.....TAKNAK BUAT LAGI....ENOUGH.......S**T

I'M STILL NOT OKAY.....

lubby geng.............


iye....malam yang sungguh memenatkan...
dari klang rushing puchong then terus kl....dahla hujan...hampes tul...kompom kali nih aku nak sambar keta aku balik....tak tahan aku camni lelama.....
tiba tiba
black:woi....ko pegi usha nani kat bawah...ader gaduh....sat lagi aku sampai
rafi:gaduh....uik...gangster tul pompuan nih...

aku turun bawah....aku ingat bertumbuk ker aper.....baru nak join sekaki....rupa rupanya pergaduhan serumah...bebudak pompuan junior...hampes....
setelah diteliti....kes bawak balik laki masuk rumah......tinggal sampai sebulan.....perghhh.....
dasat tul.....gila gempak......

setelah ditepet dengan begitu baik.......dia 2 ekor nak jumpa lecturer aku merangkap ustad....bodoh tul...ko jumpa kot mana pun mesti bgtau kitaorang gak......aper punyer orang la.....menyusahkan lecturer aku jek...dari klang nak datang sini....hermmmmm

tepet yang amat baik skali oleh lecturer aku.....terus cabut mamat tuh balik shah alam....
yang perempuan plak?>>>>>>entah....tebal kot muka......

p/s:nasib baik tak kena tibai budak tuh.....saja jek aku dok dalam plak nnt....

pump cet.......

the memories remain me.......

tgh lepak kat masjid lepas semayang raya haji......nampak......

riz:woi jack......lama dah lu lepak sini???

rafi:takla....lepas semayang lepak sinila.....takkan nak layan khutbah kat dalam beb....
ngantuk seh......lepak isap rokok la kat sini.....lu buat aper skang??

riz:keje la.....gua keje giant skang nih.....assistant manager......

tetiba......

apis:woi mangkuk tingkat......

riz&rafi:kuang ajor punyer budak.....amacam???

apis:sihat sentiasa......

riz:lu buat aper skang??

apis:gua keje samsung la skang nih...dekat skit....technician...

riz:pergh....dapat gak lu keje tuh yerk....

apis:blehla.....basic tinggi gak....gua dah nak tunang beb....
tetiba......

ajeb:woi firaun sekalian.......

3 stoogers:lahanat tul die nih....idup lagi.....

ajeb:lama korang lepak ker???

rafi:mcmla aku takder keje lain...ko ingat kitaorang kutu lepak ker??

ajeb:manala tau.....

riz:lu buat aper skang??

ajeb:tanam anggur.....mana aderla....keje skang nih....jadik promotion manager skang nih...

apis:makaih...muka lu pun lepas ker???

ajeb:tgk kaki la beb.......

ajeb,apis,riz:ha lu plak???

rafi:gua??

tak terjawab......nasib baik bapak aku datang....terus aku berfikir......cepat tul masa berlalu yerk....semua main ngan aku masa kecik....terus semua dah keje skang nih....bangga tul aku....lepas nih turn aku la nampaknya....herm...bekerjaya???

career in post.........

be true????

You're too good to be true....

I don't know.....
If will come to me....
Will come for me....
To take me back...
Where i belong to...
Where i belong to...
To the place...
I saw in my dreams...

You're too good to be true.....
You're are too good to be cruel....

Where u kiss my forehead.....
And the nightmare disappeared....
Forever....
I did never believe....

The worse nightmare i ever mad...
Was to...
Forget your face...
Smilling at me...
In the darkness...
When u touched my lips...
And told me....
That i can awake now.....

@J.Dilas 2004.....

kasut berkaca........

suatu perkenalan yang harmoni.....
sensitif....
trilogi......
and berakhir dengan...
targik....
pelik.....
kacau bilau......
Good Bye 2005......

happy new year......
and my new world now.....
yeah keep going........

p/s:biler awak nak bawak sayer jenjalan nih.....lama tak makan kat uptown nih.....
adoila....terasa sengal gak biler awak takder nih......

kereta kencana......